Not Perfect But So Blessed Kind Of Life

These past two weeks were full of many changes. Now there are people on the floor who apparently do not like me anymore. I respect that. Yes, I was offended when I found out about it. But as the old saying goes, You cannot please everybody. So I let it go as it is.

I tried fixing whatever there was to fix to save the beautiful start of friendship on the floor. I think the only problem with me was that I let myself to believe that I was welcomed and was a friend to everyone, which made me feel so comfortable with them. I was even bragging about it at home, with my friends that I had now a new set of good friends. It was very offensive on my part that everytime I asked for the reason why they were changing, I always received an answer that I was just paranoid, that nothing was wrong then to find out they are not liking me anymore.

Well, let it be that way. I cannot change the way they think of me. I now have no hurt feelings with them. I just don't mingle with them anymore not because I don't like them. But because I don't want them to have more reasons to hate me.



Anyway, I am so happy with eightmiles, we just had bonding last week. It was fun. Jeff and his girlfriend were there. Arnel and Comy as well. Gracia was so beautiful that day, I mean always! It was fun. I loved every moment of it. I also met Jae Em for the business he was offering me, the DXN. I finally accepted it for the sake of supporting him. There are so many things to do. I am happy that I could still find time for every friend I love, and things I like doing. I feel so blessed that I am enjoying the new Church we have now. To God be all the glory. He is so amazing! Life is not perfect but I am loving every part of it.

Arnel, Gracia, and Fernand Yim