Wednesday, April 30, 2008

I Was There

I was really proud and happy for being part of the Fourth iBlog Summit held on April 26, 2008 at the Malcolm Theater, College of Law, in UP Diliman, Quezon City. I never thought that it was that far from Calamba. It was funny that I worried a lot on the bus to Fairview that I kept reminding (or annoying) the kundoktor that I had to get off in PhilCOA. I was afraid that I might be lost (I felt so stupid that time!) and eventually arrived late in the event.

It was exciting because that was the first time I would meet Janette Toral. I was thinking how would I approach her, what would I tell her, you know, things like that.

I thought I arrived really early because there were no people yet in the area. I never thought they were actually already inside the Malcolm Theater. When I entered the theater, there I saw Janette. I was not sure if it was her, though. She looked simple yet oozing with smart personality. I was easily intimidated. I knew I had nothing to tell her (or something wise to tell her) so I remained myself unknown.

I was trying to be at ease (and it was not that easy, I'm telling you). As the summit started, and everyone seemed to know someone in there, I felt kind of out of place. Perhaps because everyone was naturally cool and approachable, I settled in.

I learned a lot. Although there were many things I wish I was able to take note of, err, I really hate it when I forgot my envelop there where everything about the show (or at least some of it) was inside. Maybe because I was too nervous taking picture with Janette.



There were many things I really like telling here about the event, however, I felt lacking of some facts. There was something, though, that I wanted to comment about. It was about the ROLE of Bloggers in the 2010 National Election. It was very informative. The speakers were really effective and entertaining (especially Ria, err, forgot her blogs!) I got interested in the Vlogging or Video Blogging, the Blog Photography, becoming a problogger, Comics Blogging(?), and of course, the Political Blogging.

I want to be an effective and useful blogger for the 2010 Election. I like the idea about reporting things and events in our local community in relevance of the election. However, there is something I am thinking that we should be careful about. It is the issue of integrity among the bloggers. I know this question had been raised and, well, answered. Still, I am wondering what if the politicians themselves find a way to hire someone to blog misleading information, just to counteract their political competitors? You know what I'm saying? Like, okay, I understand the idea that if all the bloggers in our country will participate in reporting the political related events in their localities, it is a big help in providing all the necessary information (that may not be covered by the traditional media) every voter will need to vote wisely. However, I can't help it but think that there is also a possibility that these dirty politicians may come up with the idea of hiring someone to do a blogging campaign for them as well. And we all know how traditional politicians really work. I got the idea of 'You can't teach old dogs new tricks', but how about their children, the young generation of their family? For sure someone will eventually find the power of blogging and take advantage of it.

And for those common Pinoys, when they go on-line to get the information that they need to analyze every political candidate, how sure they know that the information they are getting are purely written by a someone who is not politically influenced?

I totally agree that we should all work together to achieve a fair election in 2010. And blogging has really a potential of becoming a very important alternative source of information for every voter. I would like to suggest that, somehow, there should be like a 'top management' that will take charge of providing all the bloggers the guidelines, tips, and membership(?) from which the blogger's integrity will not be put in question.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Salamat Po!

I know God is always performing miracles. Now, Roron is getting better each day. Papa is doing good with his job. Psyche is growing healthy. We are all fine in our family. I am happy and thankful about all this.

Yesterday I went to Makati for my interview there. I went there really early. It was not excitement, it was something else. When I was there, learned about the job they were offering me, I was thinking twice. Honestly I didn't like the job. So I went to somewhere else after that interview. Luckily things went so much good. I got a new job that day.

Now I am starting again.
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I was happy yesterday. Very happy, in fact. Aside from the new job, I received a new e-mail from Ms. Janette. I was happy to know that I still have my part-time job. And even happier to know she is so kind and, super patient and understanding, to me.

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Today I was preparing all the needed requirements for tomorrow's orientation. I'm having butterflies in my stomach even at this very moment! I pray to God to help me all the way.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Dear Jesus

Dear Jesus,

My Lord, I am at the peak of my depression today. I know You never leave my side. I know that You had designed my life before I was born until the day I would die according to Your holy plans. I believe in You. Dear Jesus, I want to believe in You. I want to cry until my last tear just to prove I want to put my whole trust in You. I know You are just and a loving God. In the midst of my confusion, I can feel my faith is lying deep within me. I can feel You. I know You are working in my life. I know I was forgiven. I know You love me. But God, I am in so much fear right now. I know my fear only proves my faith is not that really strong. And I want to be strong. Because You are my God, the strongest, the greatest.

I don't have to tell You my stories. You know them. I just re-discovered my fear. I was born with eager determination to dream and to do all the things I can to achieve them all. But I could die without any of them coming true, in exchange of the lives of the people who I love the most - my brother and my sister.

I told You many times before I am ready...if You want a life, I could offer You mine. But instead, I always fear each day that someone in our family would bid that eternal goodbye. I am sorry, God. I am sorry because I am so weak. I know I am a disappointment to You. My Lord, I know You can feel my tears. Right now I want You to please perform a miracle in our lives. I don't know what kind of miracle, but please do something...I know You are doing something...I am so sorry. I don't know what I am saying.

God, help me. Make me someone who is helpful. Make me strong. Make my faith as strong as David's. I want to learn all the things You want me to know. Teach me all the things I should learn. Lead me to Your door.

And I want to thank You...thank You for all the people who keep supporting me. Thank you for all those people who help Papa, those who pray for us, to my friends who never fail to be there, to Janette Toral who is one of the gifts I received from You, to our neighbors, to our relatives, and to everything You always provide for us. Forgive me if I said something wrong here. I love You.

I am entrusting my whole life, all my dreams, the lives of the people I love, and all my emotions to You.

In the Name of Jesus Christ,

Amen.

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