Weird And Nothing

Finally I have contacts with Kyle Gianan. He was my trainer in Verbal Advantage Solutions in 2006. I didn't know that time that he is actually a rapper (He is also known as KrazyKyle.) and famous on that craft. It is going two years now since my graduation with them. I couldn't even remember from which batch I was in. It was a happy experience and I did learn a lot from them. I am a bit excited to see them again. I have a feeling that they are willing to help me with my research study. Oooohh, time is always my enemy, second to Fate.

Last night I was watching 24 Oras. There was a a feature news about networking sites and Janette Toral was interviewed by Tina Panganiban-Perez. I was so excited about it. I was like, "That's my boss! That's Janette Toral!". My siblings and Mama were giving me a funny look. I just laughed and told them I was just happy about it. Weird, I know. That is me, weird. Then, in just less than a minute, I received a text message from Ramon, telling me Janette was on the news. I was like, I know! Now, that was weird, did I just say that? Now that was...arg, here I go again-weird. (To read more about the interview with Janette Toral by GMA7, click here^.^)

I am still in the process of getting the data I need for the study. Buhay, it is not easy! Looking at my life now, it is still plain. But I am still holding on. Faith is growing bigger now. I know it. It is in my heart. I am doing just fine. Sometimes when I say these things, it feels like I have to say these over and over again like there is a need for me to tell these to myself, hoping I would believe them. And I believe them. I believe in it. I believe in my faith. I know I am believing. Yes I am a believer. I know it is true. Yes I do.

I noticed eightmiles is quiet these past days. Hope they are doing fine. Aside from writing, I am doing so much thinking...again. I think early in the morning, like before I open my eyes. I think while watching morning shows on TV. I think while writing my draft. I think while I eat. I think while I go to Lola's store. I think while reading my books. I think while texting my friends, hoping they will reply. I think before I go to sleep. I think while I am sleeping. I think so much.

And what am I thinking? Dunno, nothing. Weird, right? How could you think nothing? Am I so gifted that I can think of nothing? What could it be there in nothing that I am thinking about? Arg, it is confusing, right? I am thinking about nothing? Yeah, that is weird. That is me. Weird. Oops, is there a pattern going on here? Now that is really weird. Oh no, have to leave it here now. Because I am...weird.