Again

Have you ever experienced death twice in your life? This is exactly how it feels inside. Everything was starting really fine. It was so good that, I think I was carried away and became careless to some point. I knew this was coming but I got so confident that things would continue being great. Besides, I was really innocent with what happened in my previous employment.
However, I did not prepare myself a bit for something like this. You see, I lost my job for the second time around. It was still that same issue. It seems like I can't really run away from it. It is not that I am running away from it. It is like I had been contaminated and it surely would take serious process of healing and getting over it. It always haunts me. It is so unfair. Why do I have to suffer for this? I am feeling weird emotions inside. I am thankful that I have so many wonderful friends who never get tired of cheering me up.
Now I am back to zero. But I am okay. Sure I will miss those new friends I met in Kgb_. It feels so sad that we are just starting to know each other more, then it happened. I want to thank all those people fron Batch UK92. You know who you are and I wish you all the best in your career. Hope to see you again.